Today is my daughter’s birthday; Kayln would be 25 today. This is a difficult day to get through. I am feeling worn out right now from a multitude of emotions. I imagine what it would be like if I could call her up to wish her a happy birthday. What might she be doing now? All I can do is speculate that she would be married by now, and that she could be busy with a career or maybe as a stay at home mom. These are the things we are missing out on, and it hurts. So now we spend her birthdays bringing flowers to the cemetery and talking about her. We talk about how this brain AVM affected her, how it changed her, how it took her from us. How much we wish she could be here because her brother is getting married later this week and she should be a part of this. I miss you, Kayln, and that will never change.